photo by arte vitae

my heart is heavy this week. it’s been three months and the real world awaits my return come monday. i have fallen madly in love with my girl logan, and while there’s a part of me that looks forward to returning to the professional world, there’s a bigger ache that i’ll lose my place as this little girls favorite. i want to be the one to crush on her when she wakes up, hear her first giggle, witness her roll over, comfort her cries and sway her to sleep…be her one and only. i’d do anything to rewind our never ending days together and savor all those moments a little harder all over again. come monday, while i day dream about her all day, i hope she’s saving her smiles for my return.